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Sunday, July 31, 2005 5:18 am
xD listen, ♥ okayy, just updated on what i want. its so unfair, jie is getting a new handphone! i'm freaking jealous! woke up at like 12pm? sorry iylia mei, i knw i was suspose to meet you online. but whn i went online you werent online. you alrdy went for your religious class. so sorry. i'm so bored online now. iylia mei wun be online until like 5pm? her class finishes at like 430pm? mandy's here! (: slept at like 1030pm ytd? thus waking up at 12pm. 14 hrs of fulfilling sleep. (: i'm still tired and wanna sleep though. i seem to always be tired. life's no longer the same i guess. but oh well, i just have to accept it. went out with jaz baobei ytd. ate dinner and i went to her hse. brought terry down. (: terry's damn adorable luhs! super unusual too. he super love drains whn all dogs hate them. LOL! (x gt bored, thn we brought terry home. watched the 7pm show. i just found the diary i asked my primary sch friends to write in. LOL! (x i super miss them luhs! ): i miss my primary sch days! guess moving into a mixed sch was a bad decision on myh part. tanglin sucks luhs! oh well, just gotta live with it. i still have many years. why nt leave the place happy? i'm happy i have good friends too. (: people like jaz baobei, jacky korkor, iylia and xueting meii. (: my meiis may be lame, but they never fail to cheer me up. (: baobei and kor may be knwn as naughty, but they never fail to brighten my life! i hope i end up in the same class as my best friends. (: what do i do without them? will we still be like before? would we be united? will we be best friends? will we still be one? sometimes i really wonder, what is the role of a good friend? i've nvr rejected them, nor have i allowed them to do things alone and get themselves into trouble. i play a part in everything they do. so what if they are naughty? its their lives. who are you to care? why must you look down on them and make them feel so uncertain? why do you make them feel that they dun belong? isnt that the freaking reason people quit sch? because the dun have a sense of belonging? they may have gone through education. but times now and thn are different alright! everything has changed! we're in a different era now please! tell me you were nvr naughty as a student, and you're nvr scolded. everyone gets a scolding in their lives. dun try to act smart okayy! ❤ MARTHA!
5:09 am
phone listen, ♥ i want a new handphone! i want a coloured handphone! no one will buy me a new phone! i want a phone with bluetooth! i want a phone that can take pictures! i want a handphone which requires a memory card! i'm demanding. i want a digital camera! no one wanna buy it for me! ): so sadd. i super hate panasonic handphone! i dun want anyone but you in my life. ❤ MARTHA!
Friday, July 29, 2005 7:25 am
(: listen, ♥ hello. i'm bored. i wanna sleep. the thing mandy told me abt doenst work. sad sad sad. ): ): ): sometimes, i feel like ending it all luhs. ): i feel like dying. jaz baobei went for councilling. so i came home. boring! i saw jiayi, jacky's ex. LOL! (x jaz baobei and i were having our lunch. den we saw her. i was like, "ehh, why the girl look so familiar?" den i saw clearly thn i was like. "jiayi." i told jaz baobei abt it. aft we ate, we went to ask. LOL! (x and it IS her luhs! (x the sch damn lame luhs. retarded. dunno invite what thing come out sch perform. dotts! STUPID LORHS! nvr seen such stupid things in my life before. so boring, jaz baobei slept through. LOL! (x i dun have to do the proposal so soon. (: i forgot abt it ytd. i'm grateful for my life, daddy and mummy. but maybe i just dunno hw to treasure it. i dun abuse myself. relax relax. i really hate my life! sick sick sick. headache and what not! jaz baobei's always making me eat. bleahs! ❤ MARTHA!
Thursday, July 28, 2005 12:34 pm
random listen, ♥ i'm blogging again! bored bored bored! okayy, thats the reason i'm here. haha. mandy told me that i can uploadpics whn i blog. well, i'm here to try it out! haha. xueting sending me emotions. (: thank you! YAY! this means i would have alot of emotions! happy. (: thats all! (: i'll try uploading pic another time. lazy. hahahas! (x ❤ MARTHA!
7:55 am
[: listen, ♥ okayy. i want a cup of drink. 7 up cherry sounds good! sometimes i wonder why god gave us a life. i have thinking programme assignment to do. i havent complete editing the proposal miss hing told me to do so. i'll do it ltr, better remember! jie! i agree, i wish i could go bck in time too! whn we were together. i miss him. i love him. but he's gone. he likes someone else nw. a sudden change of heart. oh well. ): who'll want someone who broke up with him twice? LOL! (x i shld have known things would turn out this way. i dun wanna be with him alrdy! lost confidence in love. he's hurt me time and again, but i carnt help but love him. ): life's so empty and different without you okayy! i hate you for making me love you so much. hope my handphone bill dun go kaboom! gail and meiling sent me home. thank you dearie and laogong! (: love you girls loads! baobei went out with her friends. i'm boreddd! common test in 3 weeks time! DIE! here marcus comes. i'm not prepared luhs! jie! you shouldnt have told me! now i'll panic! die luhs! must STUDY! damn scared! my math sucks luhs! ): i need to study super hard and beat them! i must beat kid! stupid idiot! fat asshole! "what position you have in class?" james is going to meet mandy. jeremy going to meet shuee. kerby and me are the best! (: single and unavaliable! (: studies comes first okayy! like totally! why can i forget everything but nt forget him? i will prove to that idiot that i can do it! i will beat him in academic and sports! he may be better now, i'll be better in the future! (: i have talents he doesnt have. vice verser luhs! ): i can tell i almost fainted during PE lesson. i wanted to vomit and my head was spinning so badly! still have giddy spells. i feel like crying. whr is he whn i need him most? anyways, we're no longer together. i still love you. love me in return, will you? ❤ MARTHA!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 9:10 am
life listen, ♥ hello! i'm bored and stress. ): so much is happening in my life. what am i doing now? i really wonder. wait, i'm suspose to be doing my hmwrk now. shucks. totally luhs! damn shagg luhs. better do my hmwrk before i forget. and thn end up doing ti at night. bleahs! today is sch a stupid day. i had alot of fun with jacky and jaz baobei. (: pretty neoprints! (: jacky was like so unwilling to take neos with us luhs. but he took some with us reluctantly. LOL! (x cause he didnt wanna take anymore, he sat in the neoprint booth and me and jaz baobei continued taking lorhs. lololol! fun fun fun! cabbed home. sorry jacky and jaz baobei. waste money. cause i have to be at my ah gong's hse by 630pm. only if i didnt have to go to ah gong's hse. thn i can get hm by 8pm! aiai! i miss you bth like siao can? i miss him. ): i knw i shoudlnt. but i really carnt help it. 1 mth, 5 days. just because of a misunderstanding. i miss him. ): i knw love means compromise. i knw i've been selfish. but i just carnt help it! i tried. but it just didnt work out. oh well, so be it. i'm crazy! i'm into cross stitching again! LOL! [x mummy's so ncie. she agreed and is gonna help me to print the coloured thingy needed. (: thank you mummy! -muacks- chat with mitch just now. so happy. its been a long time. i miss my primary sch friends! haiish, life goes on luhs! let bygones be bygones. ❤ MARTHA
Sunday, July 24, 2005 11:23 am
boredd listen, ♥ i'm bored and being very random (: trying to configure this blog.
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